i'm back

dear diaryellaz,

am here tonight cus i wanna write something ..something about me...
i don't know ..it's really hard to say..
from the bottom of my heart, yes i want the 'things'
but, from my wise mind say never say never..
what should i do?
am just follow the flow,
am not plan anything for my future life,
am just get going without knowing where should I go,
which path should I take..
I don't know where is my destiny will taking me,
I don't know how this life is too risky for me,
I have to make a choice,
whether i like it or not, i have to going through all this ..alone..
my life..my journey..for my future sake..
i did not put a high hope in my life cus i know, this life is awful !
i don't want to get hurt when  i cant get what i want..
what i really want in my life is happiness...
life is gud when happiness around me..
with happiness, Insyaallah i will take my steps with full of confident...
with smile in my face, yes.am gonna be strong...
strong me.... =)

xoxo, syera <3