dear diaryellaz,
tonight is so cold and lonely..
like my heart, my soul..too cold..
am confused with other people talk,
sometimes i feel they loved me, but some other time i thought..
no one would loving me as much as i love myself for sure..
i've learnt all the things all by myself and i don't want myself hurt again like before,
why this life too awful?
Who do u think you are?
You will find me only when u need me!
You talk to me when u feel nobody want to talk with you!
You ask me to accompany you when nobody could!
I ask u, do u love me? You said you can't loved me!
You said you are not and it can't be ended with me!
So? why you always keep find me? Why all the things you've done for me?
Why you want to be nice with me?
satisfaction? for yourself? just like that?
what? do you think that am your 'love in the darkness'
which means you will find me anytime you want?
I'm not!
I'm not your 'love in the darkness!'
Who do u think you are?!
don't eva you come back to me !
don't come back at all!
Its' hard to talk about our feelings and how to express it with our own way..
with monologue you can find out your own deeply the bottom of your heart saying,
with crying and talking with the moon sometime can make us feel relieve at least..
Sometimes we need shoulder someone to crying on and crying with,
release all the hurting pain..
some people will keep the dairy and wrote everyday what they face in their life ...
and me? ..
am not trying to run anywhere or doing something stupid when i had broke up with my ex-bf
or doing something stupid stuff make u hurt yourself or whatsoever..
am just writing..am collecting of jar of hearts and
take one pieces to one pieces to make my story complete as much as my heart feeling want a that way..
now, this is the idea..what i want to share about... :)
crazee nite & bad idea,
cik cyera ;p
tonight is so cold and lonely..
like my heart, my soul..too cold..
am confused with other people talk,
sometimes i feel they loved me, but some other time i thought..
no one would loving me as much as i love myself for sure..
i've learnt all the things all by myself and i don't want myself hurt again like before,
why this life too awful?
Who do u think you are?
You will find me only when u need me!
You talk to me when u feel nobody want to talk with you!
You ask me to accompany you when nobody could!
I ask u, do u love me? You said you can't loved me!
You said you are not and it can't be ended with me!
So? why you always keep find me? Why all the things you've done for me?
Why you want to be nice with me?
satisfaction? for yourself? just like that?
what? do you think that am your 'love in the darkness'
which means you will find me anytime you want?
I'm not!
I'm not your 'love in the darkness!'
Who do u think you are?!
don't eva you come back to me !
don't come back at all!
Its' hard to talk about our feelings and how to express it with our own way..
with monologue you can find out your own deeply the bottom of your heart saying,
with crying and talking with the moon sometime can make us feel relieve at least..
Sometimes we need shoulder someone to crying on and crying with,
release all the hurting pain..
some people will keep the dairy and wrote everyday what they face in their life ...
and me? ..
am not trying to run anywhere or doing something stupid when i had broke up with my ex-bf
or doing something stupid stuff make u hurt yourself or whatsoever..
am just writing..am collecting of jar of hearts and
take one pieces to one pieces to make my story complete as much as my heart feeling want a that way..
now, this is the idea..what i want to share about... :)
crazee nite & bad idea,
cik cyera ;p
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